The only sex my Filipina wife and I had was her giving me hand jobs. We would lie in bed naked together and she would edge me while telling me about all the men she had fucked. Sometimes she would walk around the apartment completely nude in just high heels and I would masturbate. She told me that she didn't find me attractive, which is why she wouldn't fuck me. Instead, she dated other men, and then she'd tell me about what they did, sometimes showing me videos of her and a guy having hot sex. She called me pathetic and laughed at me when my dick got hard.